The Holistic Autistic Blog

You can’t live in Ottawa and not have been affected by the implementation of light rail here. It was a nightmare .. and from what little I look at news related to LRT, it sounds like it still is. I feel for the commuters. It had no small part in my mental breakdown in 2020.… Read more: Ottawa Light Rail

I started a course on “Brain Health” today, which is part of a research study being carried out by CAMH. Incredibly happy to be part of the course and study, but some of the topics discussed were a bit .. heavier and led to some rumination, and more feelings of helplessness as I continue to… Read more: Ruminations…

…is a song by Faithless (heh), and the first line of the first story I wrote from song titles. And it’s pretty upbeat, like the playlist I just put on a few minutes ago; also it inspired this blog post. Without music, life would be a mistake. – Fredrich Nietzsche In 2020, I had a… Read more: God is a DJ

I come out of most hospital visits in what feels like shock, and taken off my ADHD meds, which sometimes get replaced with other medications that are intended to stabilize me. And every time, I fight through severe/paradoxical side effects for months while desperately fighting to have my other conditions seen/treated. In these times, all… Read more: Memories